Was it?

It does hurt and make u stop or scared to try new relationship when you're still living under the ghost of past but if you didn't take initiative to move on for your own happiness, you wont find someone who will treat you better. Took me quite long to move along and I think I found happiness just around the corner lately. Just put all my effort on it and hope for the best. Worth all my effort, for what Im sure. Muahahhahahaha!

Co-conspirators

Well, you know, so much of the time we're just lost
We say, "Please, God, tell us what is right, tell us what is true"
I mean, there is no justice
The rich win, the poor are powerless
We become tired of hearing people lie
And after a time we become dead, a little dead
We think of ourselves as victims, and we become victims
We become, we become
We become weak, we doubt ourselves, we doubt our beliefs, and we doubt the law
But today you are the law

Unpredictable Shock

So now, Brazil out after an own goal and a "lucky" goal by Oranje Holland while Uruguay trashed the only Africa team, Ghana in penalty shoot out (4)1 - 1(2). Tonight's gonna be the most talkabout Maradona's blue white stripe team, Argentina vs the al mighty young Tiger tanks, Germany and the currently world's fav, Spain vs the 1st time quarter final qualify, Paraguay.
We should see about who's going to enter the semi final. I bet death tolls going to increased greatly if the mighty favourite team, defeated. Just like our samba team, Brazil. So people, don't put too much hope and don't bet too much. It harms both your money and cause you into deep shit :D

Evening Dusk

I don't know why, i love taking pic of sky, especially evening dusk. For me, it's just plain beauty, natural and God's gift. Best scenery ever :) This are taken outside my house.










Oh ya, all are taken with my SE C905 hp. No dslr or camera involved :D

Cloudkicker

CLOUDKICKER is an instrumental progressive metal solo project of Ben Sharp from Columbus, Ohio. He's released his debut album "The Discovery" in 2008 and an EP "The Map is Not the Territory" in 2009.

CLOUDKICKER writes, records, mixes and masters his own work and has made them available for free download at http://cloudkicker.uk.googlepages.com/. The downloads are available in high quality MP3 and FLAC.

WHY THIS BAND IS IN THE ARCHIVES:

CLOUDKICKER rhythmically, is heavily influenced by "Nothing" and "Catch Thirty-Three" era MESHUGGAH. Many of the fundamental drum patterns and the heavy use of syncopation should feel instantly familiar to the fans of either of the above albums, as well as the ultra-tight gridlock between the drums and guitars. However, on top of the angular riffing and the mechanical rhythmic patterns are layers upon layers of atmospheric melody that makes this music come across as some kind of ethereal math-metal/post-metal hybrid. Think a mixture of the rhythmic permutations of MESHUGGAH, the strangely dystopian melodic flights of TEXTURES ("Drawing Circles" more so than any other album), and the winding atmospherics of bands like ISIS and LONG DISTANCE CALLING. They were approved by the Prog Metal Team and are very highly recommended!

Finally..

Lols! Last entry, 20 June 2009, a year ago. Wonder what happen during the whole solid year? So far, nothing much changed. Hope for more salary increasing :) Music? Been a year plus I didn't jamming *sigh* I miss the jamming days. Oh well, I still digs into undergrounds/underated bands. Nowadays into post rock/progressive stuff. Will post some bands in the next entry.
Hobbies? Whole year was into bb soft air gun, Gundam and recently mountain bicycle (MTB) especially offroad cycling. Total trilling, total fun and of coz, I get to know alot of people. Oh ya, its FIFA World Cup 2010 season now. I prefer underdogs countries to win. Those big teams have conquered the scene since ages ago, its time to change. Really hope Asia countries can make into, at least, quater? If can, semi :D Go Korea! Go Japan!

Back From Death

Been so long I abandoned my blog, shud start get some times to upload somethings, hmmm.